Sometimes it becomes very difficult for me to explain my position to people.. and I just dont know how to do it or how to defend myself. I m finding myself in a position where not just a few but many people are taking me differently, perhaps something has to be wrong at my end..perhaps obviously. The so called OP is still goin on and may go on for some more days. This is the time when I m not getting time to even think for a moment. I dont know how to go about doing things and how to go about managing my stuff. Maybe I just wait for some more time and see if there is a sunshine ahead. Right now Im feeling like Im swimming in a dark swimming pool, fearing that I might get drowned. I just hope someone pulls me outta it!!